Diary of a Poet

Volume III









Growing



Still






















by thomas beal

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Diary of a Poet

Volume III



Growing

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Copyright 1988

thomas beal

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Seven of these poems were included in Veracious Verse

copyright 2001 Thomas Beal

Published graciously by Lucky Press LLC

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Lancaster, Ohio 43130

ISBN: 0-9706377-3-X

Library of Congress Control Number: 2001088097










Editor's Introduction:

When I was a child I learned the saying, A picture tells a thousand words. As an adult, reading the poetry of Thomas Beal, I learned a twist of that phrase... Tom's words truly tell a thousand pictures. Thomas Beal is an observer of life and his pen is his translator. His encounters with love, hate, hope, despair, enchantment, and disenchantment are recreated in verse with colorful imagery. As I read his diverse lines, these images bombard my senses, causing me to reflect on my own previous feelings and experiences. The poet once told me his best work results from depression. Sometimes his poetry represents the pain of his own experience, be it love lost, a lost friend, or a shattered dream. Sometimes his poetry results from his compassion for others as they struggle with life. Though depression may create Tom's words in much of his work, there is as frequently a recognition of hope and a vision of a brighter future. Thomas Beal is obsessed with the desire to record life's experiences and he is obsessed with the desire to share the emotions stirred from those experiences with his readers. His commitment to writing verse is most sincere. To provoke thought or to promote change he is willing to expose his deepest feelings...his vulnerability. I admire Tom Beal. As I search for my opportunity to have an impact, to make my mark, he quietly writes on. His hundreds of poems weave his life experiences. When you read his poetry I think you will share memories of yesterday, feelings of today, and dreams of tomorrow.

Rob Eaton

Activist



I do hope you find some lines that touch your heart, or sing to your soul, as you read this!





sincerely,

tom















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#157 , #158 , #159 , #160 , #161 , #162

#163 , #164 , #165 , #166 , #167 , #168

#169 , #170 , #171 , #172 , #173 , #174

#175 , #176 , #177 , #178 , #179 , #180

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#187 , #188 , #189 , #190 , #191 , #192

#193 , #194 , #195 , #196 , #197 , #198

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#205 , #206 , #207 , #208 , #209 , #210

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#151

All is still

stars' twinkling chill

the birds await dawn's light



Bats fly home

wayward sons roam

grasping remains of the night



Gray on the coast

where water will roast

the moon beams must go



Sunshine at last

sleep withers fast

the cock has made its crow















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#152

Thoughts waver

aghast and ghostly

on the edge of conscious realm



And i, the captain

of pirate ship

storm blown at the helm



Words are leaping

harpoon sighted

woven in violent waves



A billion score

of empty pages

and a pen that ever craves















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#153

People warm

tiding's comfort

you are welcome here



Should need

find you reaching

we are always near



No greed

but for friendship

within which is no fear



Worry not

release your burden

shed a joyful tear















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#154

A hot summer day

a cool coffee shop

two complete strangers

on a liquid stop



A soft-spoken woman

a sarcastic man

who engage in conversation

totally lacking plan



Two children's parents

from different city sides

two travelers of life's road

connect through different strides



Her upper part of shy

his dimmer half of loud

a new realm is created

amid the coffee crowd



A little bit of laughter

a little bit of talk

ask a few questions

on the knowledge walk



Maybe less now stranger

maybe almost friends

it is not a clear picture

i suppose it all depends



The man has his own thoughts

ones she cannot see

and she, her own secrets

it is part of being free



But all in all it is better

than a silent sit today

for each has recollection

and good in each's way















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#155

There has never been

a better day

that i could change

things i dislike















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#156

See the plastic people

with closets full of masks

foreheads toward the sky

as they rush amidst their tasks



Hear the gentle voices

crack unaware with greed

a lusty kind of opera

on which they daily feed



See them wash their hands

they will dirty them again

wait as they grow old

their castles will be empty then















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#157

Sitting on something explosive

(what a wonderful language we've got)

Time is quick, thus erosive

(bull is cool, i have a lot)



Ambition comes in tides

(i have a fatal youth)

Genius runs and hides

(but i am a sleuth)



Insanity in the other box

(many times it shows)

Its droning voice impulsive talks

(its meaning no one knows)



So i am haunted at night

(in nightmare waves)

I wake again and write

(fountain pen enslaves)















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#158

Pre-dawn partings

what a sensuous sound

exhausted that we are



Our hands are busy

for hours straight

but we never go too far



Ten minute breathers

and we're at it again

the rhythmic pass of night



And stop to think

we are total strangers

collided on Earth's fateful flight















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#159

Too many people pretending

not enough who can try

Too many past potentials

who never learned to fly



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#160

I once had a wonderful feeling

as if i were king and the earth my throne

Each new moment had treasures revealing

all of life's roses were seeds i had sown



People were honest and offering hand

violence was only fantasy and tale

Burns were just made on the beach by the sand

and pain was the tingle of summer hail



Wishes were dreams that would someday come true

and dreams were the fulfillment of my life

The dazzling sky was my only blue

and the decisions of play were my strife



Now i am older in all that i feel

dreams are continued but my man is real















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#161

When i was a child

i held a child's hand

i had no need for love

it was not know



Care was a word

i did not understand

anger and hatred

all that were shown



Threat and submission

so well exampled

and obedience was

assured by fear



Pride and innocence

selfishly trampled

sermons of self

destruction ever clear



The man learned

to quiver echoes of child

a reminiscence of

threats that were thrown



Attempts at avoidance

of pain were wild

until he found

he lived his pain all alone



In desperation

he asked above

He answered with

Judy's earnest and love















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#162

Terror remains in the eye of the child

while late tears unleashed are held by the man

Realizing his innocence was defiled

and wondering the extent of its span



Alas the freedom finally achieved

yet it happened and now years in the past

Daily discovery of ways deceived

and discovering the effects are vast



Love that was spoken but never exposed

had become 'ware to all new hearts that plead

The bursts of anger so violently posed

are open wounds that continue to bleed



The morning mirror says you are okay

the past is just that much farther away















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#163

I have reached

forty-one at twenty-five

she relives

twenty-five at forty-one



Together youth

and age become alive

the bridging of

differences has begun



My young man is

striving to reach complete

her woman tries

remembering her girl



Somewhere in the middle

we often meet

where the tensions of

our lives can unfurl



We clash at the corners

we overlook

and we are lonely

together at night

We remember the bad

turns that we took

but we push forward

with all of our might



The difference in age

could pull us apart

but age is not in

the eyes of the heart















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#164

Depression is a carnivorous beast

which preys greedily on the flesh of mankind

A lonely impression is one of its least

crowds follow its lure as if they were blind



It gains through the innocence of pure youth

disillusioning the ignorant eye

Its venom quickly obliterates truth

while dwindling all efforts of try



The will of the victim shrivels away

and their small chance of achievement is lost

They wallow unaware what they must pay

when it is their life that is the end cost



The only escape is by reaching out

that is what friends and concern are about















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#165

My typewriter's case is old

but its soul is new to me

It fills my hungry duplicator

whose output sets me free



Thus i am a salesman

also the pressuring force

Wandering full of wishes

yet determined to the course



My typewriter, an old Royal

has a ribbon that is new

And it fills the many pages

that, by finance, are brought to you



Thus i am a writer

editing what i can

Ambitions turned realistic

the completion of my man



My typewriter, gray and heavy

a finger floor to dance upon

Though manual, so now ancient

will be here when i am gone

Thus i am a mortal

restricted by life's stage

But i shall life forever

in black and white on page















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#166

Ah, so many writers

of verse and rhyme and thought



Ah, so many writers

with pages full of naught



Ah, so many writers

dwelling on violence and sex



Ah, so many writers

sans the languid hex



Ah, so many writers

typing out their souls



Ah, so many writers

with high financial goals



Ah, so many writers

and so few word technicians



Ah, so many writers

with so few worthy submissions



Aaaahhh...



so many writers!



so many, many writers!!!















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#167

Sight acquaintances

and business friends

Morning greetings?

it all depends



Depends on whose back

you've scratched of late

Or maybe your dress

or height or weight



Higher is better

and better expands

But friends become closer

and full of demands



I think i would rather be

the writer on the street

No friends for favors

and no need to compete















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#168

Too turned in to see

too burned out to care

Nothing learned is free

nothing earned is there















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#169

To the quiet one

who stands alone

how waves your sea of mind



If i could see

into brown eyes

what there would i find



To the pretty lady

with the quiet tone

whose face is lined by smile



If i should ask

where your interest lies

would i be out of style?















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#170

What can i write about today?



It seems there is nothing

but i know this is wrong

If only a line

it does not have to be long



What can i write about today?



I look in the paper

there are continuing crimes

There are bums on the street

acquisitioning dimes



What can i write about today?















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#171

Conscientious caution

or inquisition caged in code

our sphere is sans simplicity

we move in mystery mode



Even i am eyed with ‘ware

the Rembrandt of the pen

i am not a wolf in lambskin

though i bear the ignorance of men



And you? to fail common category

and evade type stereo

your eyes, bright crystal panes

shieldless to secrets that you know



Society has been sifted

outcasts gather on its screen

a much more civil stockade method

though still psychologically unclean



The company is less than cordial

here amidst the twisted crowd

for there is fear of variation

its haunting howl is echoed loud



but none-the-matter...

i've wondered off on trackless route

i guess the curse of callous

too eagerly tasting of bitter fruit



And what is yours?

And what is not?

beneath sweet manner

is there sweet thought?



Oh, look at me, intruding stranger

my arrogance has escaped control

bursting forth without invitation

throwing quizzes at your soul



Pardon moi, mon jeune fille belle

my sight goes far, but manners, well...

ahhh...of the gentleman

i shall start now

in thanx of time

my exit bow















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#172

I have a clock

it does not work

but i keep it still



It is old and white

and gathers dust

upon my window still



But it reminds me

when i look

that time is passing fast



So, its duty

e'er is done

and its worth does last















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#173

Ahhh...



one for the arrogant people



who always - are always - correct





one for the know-it-all bastards



who hardly have any effect





one for the inconsiderate son-of-a-bitches



who try hard to ruin a day





one for the mouths of society



who always have something to say



...



but



do you feel



...



out-scored?















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#174

Radio talk shows

corner cafes

Newsprint is fresh

in so many ways



Eggs over easy

rot gut in a cup

Long before children

and mothers are up



Nicotine sticks

butter on rye

Bagels and cheese

and bacon to fry



The sun will soon rise

and buses begin

Daylight again

over darkness will win















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#175

Every day

is more golden

than the one

that came before



Every friend

is a reason

to learn

to give more















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#176

I have looked in all the corners

and what i need is not in here

I have even checked the attic

musty cobwebs full of fear



I have crept into the cellar

when spears of day invade its black

But when the search is through

i find i am still filled with lack



I have opened my door in offer

i have whispered, i did shout

Now all that remains

is a lonely man...reaching out!















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#177

I have an hour what can i do

sixty long minutes create something new



A letter per second word average of four

three words per line or one or two more



Nine hundred words before break of dawn

if i could add quicker but five minutes are gone



I have fifty-five minutes spare time to write

but there is no picture in mind’s morning sight



Worry i not, though for i have all day

to find for tomorrow an hour’s worth to say















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#178

Yesterday walls

though crumbled

get in the way



Yesterday words

are echoed

into today



Yesterday friends

forgotten

never were there



Yesterday pains

and heartache

teach us to care















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#179

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

muscle cars turn to rust

Grave stones mark lives that were

trends are tripped and turn obscure



People watch while people die

those that remain are left to cry

Still the sun each day does dawn

and memories are carried on















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#180

If you can still see the shadow

a little sun must shine

If you still reach out for friendship

then you have not crossed the line



If you are only stumbling

then you are on your feet

Until the game is over

you can still compete



If your eyes are crying

there is feeling left inside

Do not turn to run away

there is no need to hide



If the world has not crumbled

then there are chances yet

Remember why you were trying

but this time do not forget















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#181

Cash and carry slithers out of style

People shopping with a plastic smile

Common credit in computer file

No more aspirin, carry powder vial



Relax at home to v. c. r.

Ride the strip in a digital car

Old-fashion frames with dark lens view

mini skirt and mini tops too



Eighties concept, contraceptive guard

Screw 'em all and screw 'em hard















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#182

See the crazed beasts lurching

a fast funneled stampede

their souls, inside are screaming

pushing for higher speed



Hear their howls of anger

above the rushing roar

know not where they are going

or what they are pushing for



Smell their foul breathing

feel their tremored beat

staining their perspiration

against the summer's heat



See one lose its footing

be pushed aside to die

our modern super highway

its cars just streaming by















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#183

If you can imagine

the light of day

the night

is almost

through!















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#184

Mom and Dad

it has been too long

i do care

and it was wrong

to let it go so far



Call it pride

it's the biggest part

but within the cold

there's a quivering heart

that's been wishing on a star



Well, the star is close

though it took me years

and i'm on the verge

of shaking childhood fears

the way was hard, but mine



You were there to help

in your own good way

i did not listen

now it is today

will you be there when i shine?















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#185

The silos sit in silent echo

'garded by merely man

They hum their funeral fascination

listen if you can



City hall has leaded basement

we look and let it go

Should one hit, the doors will close

a few will hoard its stow



Hear them talk, make your jokes

your heart's fingers cross

one angry man

one button pushed



the Earth the only loss















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#186

I realize we are over

and not with delight

i wander many evenings

just not feeling right



I miss the smiles, then seldom

and see you busy now

i wonder what it was you needed

that i knew not how



I am happy for your bliss

and pray it will remain

that each new dawn

will bring again some gain



I hope you find

someone new

with what you need

in all you do



When at last you are ready

i am sure you will

i just cannot see him now

my heart is fragile still















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#187

Money does not buy happiness



but poverty provokes pain



Alone in the city night



the soul can feel the rain















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#188

All the planning's work is done

on this, our wedding night

Our love at last is witnessed

and your beauty is so bright



The limelight now has dwindled

it is just you and i

With the memories of laughter

and mothers who must cry



The four years of foundation

base the beginning of our home

Our castle of comfort

no matter where we roam

I, in the comfort of this start

think back to storms of past

To separations seemed in need

fearing we would not last



I want you to know

that still you are free

To do the things you wish

and be what you must be



Your independence is not taken

only what you wish to share

Know, while you struggle for success

you can count on me to care



And whenever family comes

and the strain gets too much

Always you can turn to me

find the tenderness of touch



Years can come too quick and hard

but know my love is sure

When troubles cause our wills to cool

know that our love can soar



But most of all, pretty lady

i want you to know

That i take you with me in my mind

no matter where i go















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#189

3 a. m. and summer humid

i wake up with my pen

It cries its tears of blue

and asks me where i've been



I tell it i've been wandering

roads of passionless cold

That the magic has worn thin

and it's kisses are so old



It asks me if my felt tip

still holds its sensuous swirl

Or if maybe i am looking

for what i must find in a girl



I say, girls are young and restless

they don't last very long

But a woman's arms around me

and soon i do not belong



It says, maybe it's you unstable

maybe you always will be

But let me dance on a piece of paper

and you can live through me















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#190

People look and laugh

they get me laughing back

then the lonely writer

has a reality attack



He sees what must be seen

and hears what must be heard

and slowly on to page

his confusion is deferred















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#191

Why does the writer write?

the answer is not clear

Looking to get it right?

all those things dear



The glory of completed script

the final sigh

Looking to answer questions?

of how or why



The thrill of adventure

never met

thought collaged in journal?

people forget



The calling of a spirit?

words are unheard

The releasing of angers?

reality deferred



The greed for such riches?

all die broke

The frustration of art?

creative yolk



Why does the writer write?

i may never know

I just watch my mind and pen fight

as the pages go...















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#192

See the sad endings

see the sorry starts

see the poor people

playing purple parts



See the Negress washing

school tiled floors

see bearded lobstermen

smoking on the shores



See the barefoot mothers

doing diapers in the flush

see the eldest daughter

at the prom in blush



See the suited businessmen

briefcases in hand

see the long haired hippy freaks

bouncing in the band



See the sports car driver

beautiful blonds and VD

see the afro-invasion

fighting for more than free



See the man in the Whitehouse

buttons within grasp

see the old man in the trench coat

listen to him rasp



See the new friendship

stabbing backs with joy

see the old lady on the stands

testify against a boy



See the girl in the city

sucking stench for folded bills

see the lonely leather jackets

swinging knives for thrills



See the home for the aging

suffering in neglect

see the seamstress hobbled over

to fine dress the elect



See the hills of Beverly

screen projected A. I. D. S.

see the snobby bachelorette

taking bids on promenades



See the sick fathers

devirginize their young

see the pretty prostitutes

wading deep in dung



See the acid clouds

spitting into streams

see the worshipped warheads

threatening to kill dreams



See the mighty Bear

grabbing all it can

See the elegant Eagle

lobbying to ban



See the cross of Jesus

shadowed on the hill

see Him in His heaven

He is bleeding still!















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#193

See the gull

its feathers muddied

clamshell dropped

from bright blue sky



Smell the salt

the air is ocean

sun burned sands

young feet to fry



Hear the waves

they crash extincted

live the ships

cursing winds and ruddered mast



Love the summer

kisses gold and bronze

embrace her now

she dies so fast















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#194

The child's base

is shaken, cracked and crumbling

yet the child remains



There is still

though grown and bearded

child blood in the veins



Tears fall dry

because men do not cry

yet haunt the pains



The gray old man

in senile surveillance

views childhood stains















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#195

Late night dawn, i am not ready

i have no home to go

No warm bed, though there is a woman

in years i try to know



I am lost, amid a world

the child so eager dived

Now reaching, empty hand

needing to be revived



Pain has come, the friend in need

to take me in its hold

To fill me, with its dark

and never ending cold















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#196

Look at all the people

knowing they will grow old

almost as in a dream

their story has been told



Well, i have no screen before me

gray at seventeen

less than a quarter century

so many lifetimes i have seen



The chances that were given

i have a diary of mars

and limits so abused

that could have been the stars



I see impatient stammer

thrown with untrained tongue

and wishes for age

granted now so young



Now shaky hand and spine

scrolling what i can

in frustrated desperation

struggling for the man















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#197

I sit shaded

in a sunny park

by the statue of a man



I am not living

in a castle yet

but know someday i can



I feel May breeze

under hazen sky

and the heat of summer cries



The birds play tag

from tree to tree

while i live them with my eyes















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#198

Half a century later

i gasp in mourn for you

As i read your woven word

for i am a weaver too



In black and white, your color

is sharper than in life

And the blade of your pen

cuts so much deeper than a knife



If it was truth you sought

then i feel you found its lode

And here i sit in awe

at its conveyance and the mode



Only am i sorry

i have so little of you to hold

and you in ancient days



so little time to be bold



I feel a bigger reason

for your removal than simple fate

all that is left, Thomas Wolfe

is to say, Thank you, far too late















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#199

Let us ponder cause and effect

the roots of every situation

So that we may not misdirect

understanding every revelation



Let us not be misled

in thinking all by rule

Let us study all we are fed

using logic as a tool



Realize at last the diversity

that one word has on every ear

Exposed in each complexity

the lost soul is very near



As a parent to each child

must act a different way

Those we meet are different styled

so should what we say



You are the cause to those you preach

effect them not astray

Listen first before you teach

so mold the base you lay















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#200

The waves of trickling stream

symbols in the distance

against the violins of feathered friends



Wild bird seeded flowers

like paint pedaled canvas

swords of untame roses the pretty picture rends



The mints and olive moss

on the dark side

reflect light, green on green



Last year's trodden leaves

become Earth

hibernating creatures no longer growing lean



The warm sun warming

and mothers winged

can let nature warm their young



Cubs uncaved

like kittens leap

are scent hungered by odors of berries brung



Father frogs, lily lazy

croak their songs

to tadpoles still in egg



And bee drones

hardly moving

for fertile queen do beg















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#201

It silently sits there

pointing out direction

So swiftly stalking

the same's affection



Weary when it is shattered

only for a moment’s time

Until it finds, hesitantly

that it still can climb



Then again

only too soon

i feel

its screeching scream



AHHH...



i’m bleeding from the heart



i’m seeking another start



AHHH...

it hurts

i hurt

i cry



AAHHHH!

i would never exchange

my ever bleeding heart!















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#202

Each day you serve me

a man off the street

Each day you watch

while pen and page compete



But never did you know

the depth of my line

Never experienced

this lost art of mime



I, lost in frustration

never thought to write

To you, my always waitress

in my caffeinated plight



The poem is for the coffee

the flower for your smile

And ancient friendshipisms

on modern planes of tile















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#203

Such a pretty face

to wear a frown

Tell me, has your sun

this soon gone down



The day is young

life’s clock ticks on

And all too soon

the chance is gone



To find the joy

at finger tips

To set a smile

on subtle lips



Such a pretty face

to wear a frown

When it should be lace

and crystal crown















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#204

The cover-read dwellers

of the human hive

Often uneffecting

yet so much alive



Growing, with times

fear regarded

Meeting courtesy crimes

and hard hearted



'Ware of the 'warer

and 'warer still

A sorrowful shame

such friendships kill



But i

am willing to risk

any danger



To keep strong

my faith

in the stranger!















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#205

I have a flower

but i walk alone

' could have been for love

that is not shown



So i seek a stranger

in a maze of concrete tile

ready to exchange this treasure

for a soft and warming smile

Hunger herded humans

swarm in metal hives

while somewhere hidden sacred

innocence still thrives



I have a flower

its scent is so fine

but its duty remains idle

as long as it is mine















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#206

Poets past

faded fast

evolution kills



Modern line

dime store wine

anybody's thrills



Wasted page

purple rage

Shakespearean crime



Ah! Macbeth

we've seen the death

of rhythm and rhyme















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#207

Remember the cradle

rocking gently

and mother sitting there

softly singing lullabies



Remember the bottle

with warm milk

how they rushed it

to the call of your cries



Remember your first pair

of walking shoes

and how Daddy waited

for them to get worn



Remember the echo

of promises

and the never lets

that were urgent sworn



Remember one day

at the school house

the big teacher in glasses

giggling with a stick



Remember the pre-peer

snickering

can you finally now

and not be fearful sick



Remember the old red wagon

faded to rust

and the big blue two wheeler

how the trade was fair



Remember that horrid hill

on the rough road

the scrapes, scratches and burns

and your aunt who was there



Remember that year

when Santa died

how the cut was deep

but the world was still gold



Remember waiting impatiently

for fancy freedom

when a score and four

was what you called old



Remember the boy

in the mirror

now he has a beard

and thinks he is a man



Remember the unreal dreams

and innocent

well bring them back

and keep all those you can!















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#208

Sunny Sunday

walking wheels

eight months old

full of feels



Two dozen blocks

a journey long

soft May wind

big world song



Sugared coffee

donut hole

arrogant embers

innocent soul



Sneaker patter

and swinging feet

father and daughter

on the city street















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#209

The sun is shining

on marriage morn

and once again

my feelings torn



I wish, of course

the best, my dear

the slip away

is what i fear

Little sister

once only mine

in her vowed joy

must draw the line

Sibling love is special

and little sibling pride

i ask only this

not that you side



In your home

that you will write

and think of me

when mood is right















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#210

I have some papers

they are written on

just a few things

that i want to say



Do you think the world

could take care of them

or should i just

throw them away?



Is it worth the effort

it takes to try

Is it worth the pain

that makes me cry?



I have some papers

they are written on

just a few things

that i want to say



Do you think the world

can take care of them

or should i just

throw them away?















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#211

I see poets' publications

i find i must make my own

beyond beginner’s chance

i have evolved unknown



Now that i am ready

there is no lighted stage

i live life my own way

why not the same with page



I have so far found it easy

why now should i strain

let 'their' advice go airy

ignorance again in vain



No one is of the schooling

to edit words i write

no other eyes can compromise

the boundaries of my sight



I have a fan worth efforts

and myself, if just, to read

as long as there is hunger

there is reason to feed















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#212

Each new day

the world unwinds

like the sacred scroll of time



Each new hour

life's bell does ring

its love enchanted chime



Each new one

along my way

comes to find their throne



Each new heart

which reaches out



has past pains of its own















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#213

The poetry man

so here i have been called

from an innocent

bubbling with youth and pride



are not we all?



Here where drugs are offered

in night where drunks have falled

where strangers debate

and push and pull and ride



your empty chair

here was created

Nightmares night

also here was slated



This my office

of many i assume

where dry days

become night and i resume



Here the watch writer

watches and sees and saws

where the city

in silence

opens its claws















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#214

Parent to parent

person to person

eye to eye



Thought to word

word to thought

curious pry



Mind to mind

waves of wonder

seconds splash



Stranger to stranger

polite reply

beings crash



Smoking sticks

coffee lift

deepened spheres



Silly smiles

effort answers

caution clears















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#215

Coffee brandy calm

and the jukebox jam

Pretty pen pictures

late night afternoon



Passion's sweaty palm

stranger's sweet lamb

Memories' many fixtures

slipping by so soon



Brown eyes blue

blue eyes green

Green eyes saying

it ought to be mine



Loves are few

the heart grows lean

Pretty princess playing

kings and queens that dine

















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